Post by GROOONK'D on Aug 1, 2011 23:19:28 GMT -5
During my semi-annual lurking of DH today I decided to view some of my oldest posts in my profile going back to 06 just for laughs. I decided I needed to get something off my chest.
I''m not really sure who is still left here that is an old timer but sorry for being such a d**k to a lot of people 3-4 years ago. I am seriously a far better/nicer person now and have been for some time.
And I owe Grandi a personal apology for the internet drama I started 5 years ago. I was jealous for reasons I no longer remember.
Thanks, see you in 6 months.
(PS: if someone could link me to the older picture thread I would appreciate it. I'm looking for an old lost pic of mine. Also, is it possible to find old posts that were made more than 1,000 posts ago? The search has a max of 1,000. Thanks)
I'm going through my old pms from 06 (like 2,000 of them) and my eyes are really starting to mist. (I never cry usually, only at the end of Titanic (don't ask)) I am REALLY sorry
I completely forgot about all of this stuff years ago. These pms are all 5 years old from when I was 15. I swear I would have apologized for all this years ago if I remembered that I said/did these things.
I wish i could talk to Awa to apologize to her for being a sexist a**hole
Back then you were all right about me, every single one of you. It is obvious that I took internet drama WAAAAAAAAAAAAy too seriously. All of these old arguments I had are some of the most petty BS I have EVER read.
I wasn't like this off the forums though, I was normal at the time if you can believe that. Internet and anonymity made me capable of being an as.shole.
I honestly forgot a long time ago that I was like this. I really hope you guys can forgive me.
EDIT:It's amazing seeing these old pms become gradually more rational as the months go on through 06-07. I'm literally growing up in front of my own eyes. This is freaky sh**. These pms are reading like some really cheap knockoff of a greek tragedy.
EDIT 2: To be completely honest though, the fact that I apparently started no less than two civil wars on a darn online messaging forum is funny as heck in retrospect.
edit 3: sorry if this post seems so weird and out of nowhere. I've been pretty tipsy tonight and i do weird things when that happens. will post more tomorrow.
*Edited to compile posts*
I''m not really sure who is still left here that is an old timer but sorry for being such a d**k to a lot of people 3-4 years ago. I am seriously a far better/nicer person now and have been for some time.
And I owe Grandi a personal apology for the internet drama I started 5 years ago. I was jealous for reasons I no longer remember.
Thanks, see you in 6 months.
(PS: if someone could link me to the older picture thread I would appreciate it. I'm looking for an old lost pic of mine. Also, is it possible to find old posts that were made more than 1,000 posts ago? The search has a max of 1,000. Thanks)
I'm going through my old pms from 06 (like 2,000 of them) and my eyes are really starting to mist. (I never cry usually, only at the end of Titanic (don't ask)) I am REALLY sorry
I completely forgot about all of this stuff years ago. These pms are all 5 years old from when I was 15. I swear I would have apologized for all this years ago if I remembered that I said/did these things.
I wish i could talk to Awa to apologize to her for being a sexist a**hole
Back then you were all right about me, every single one of you. It is obvious that I took internet drama WAAAAAAAAAAAAy too seriously. All of these old arguments I had are some of the most petty BS I have EVER read.
I wasn't like this off the forums though, I was normal at the time if you can believe that. Internet and anonymity made me capable of being an as.shole.
I honestly forgot a long time ago that I was like this. I really hope you guys can forgive me.
EDIT:It's amazing seeing these old pms become gradually more rational as the months go on through 06-07. I'm literally growing up in front of my own eyes. This is freaky sh**. These pms are reading like some really cheap knockoff of a greek tragedy.
EDIT 2: To be completely honest though, the fact that I apparently started no less than two civil wars on a darn online messaging forum is funny as heck in retrospect.
edit 3: sorry if this post seems so weird and out of nowhere. I've been pretty tipsy tonight and i do weird things when that happens. will post more tomorrow.
*Edited to compile posts*